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Hello 2020. Hello Inheritance...

To say I’ve been pumped about this new decade would be an understatement. It’s crazy actually because it suddenly just happened. I suddenly stepped into this momentum ten days before the end of the last decade as it dawned on me how crucial it was for me to finish the last decade well and step into the new decade with intentionality and divine alignment. 

Now don’t get me wrong - I’m all about finishing well. Anyone close to me will tell you that I’m big on ending seasons with fullness, completion, confidence and integrity. And only four days before my sober, heaven fuelled wake up call about stepping full wack into Gods clock I’d posted a post about this very thing. Finish Well. Yet when I posted this post on Sacred Sexuality’s Insta account it was something I knew I, we all needed to do with intentionality yet it hadn’t happened for me. Somehow I’d instead found myself in a bit of a stupor as the end of a decade drew closer. I was hardly preparing for it. On the contrary after a very lazy two months of resting and taking some time out a slightly lethargic posture had recently crept up on me which had rendered me almost passive about what was in fact a crucial life-shaping transition into ANOTHER DECADE…ERRR HELLOOOOO! 

Yet on the 21st of December I found myself awoken out of my stupor as God spoke into my heart...impressing particular things into my spirit which had me on my feet like nobodies business. It went a little something like this...

How you end this decade is how you start the new one Bobbi

If you’ve got tons of laundry sitting in your laundry basket on New Years eve you can piles of dirty washing and lack housework for the next decade…

If you’ve got any debt at all on your credit card as you enter 2020…you can expect to be in the red in the new decade

If you are scatty with your admin and behind with filing then news flash…the new decade will be filled with the same…

And on and on it went…God addressing prayer, relationships, habits…housekeeper…I meaaaaaan He literally gave me an intricate break down of all the loose ends that He wanted me to tie up so that I would start the new decade with a clean slate and a clear road…it was so distinctive…so specific and so so sobering…And of course I know He May not necessarily have been saying this to others…but I know for a fact this is what He was saying to me!

So…I began to partner with God immediately and with only ten days of the decade left I began to visualise the kind of decade I want to experience and the things that I don’t want to take into it and I began to pray like crazy and properly press in…asking God for a supernatural, heaven-fuelled grace to truly finish well…to indeed tie up all loose ends…to have relationships restored…to have prayers answered…to have my finances in tact…to have a clean home…to break unhealthy mindsets and habits…to experience every SINGLE thing that God had ordained for this current decade to come through before the season ended! To enjoy the suddenlies, miracles, signs and wonders reserved ONLY for this soon passing decade…to not miss a single bit of my inheritance for this current season and to have God totally blow me away with eleventh hour breakthroughs!!!

And oh my golly gosh…HE DID NOT DISAPPOINT…what I experienced over the final ten days of 2019 is truly mind blowing. The Lord in His dazzling kindness totally took the biscuit. He supernaturally restored every broken relationship, He blessed me with the most honouring extravagant, lavish closure over an ongoing situation that by His grace I was just stepping out of…blessed me financially…He gave me the best Christmas of my life, filled with love, authenticity and mind blowing prophetic words and confirmations, He floored me with the most incredible New Year’s Celebration where He dressed me up, treated me to a heavenly banquet, literally lavished me in royalty, dropping some more glorious proph bombs on me just to see the old decade out and then as I stepped over the threshold into 2020 He gave me the most delightful grace to step into a fasting season, drawing so much closer to Him and enjoying Him like never before. I mean I am literally UNDONE!!

I am still enjoying the fasting period with Him and He is continuously day by day shaping me, growing me, developing me, changing me, improving me. Blessings are literally overtaking me. And I know this is just the beginning. I had a look back at my blog a few days ago. I’ve been blogging for ten years and the adventure of God’s story in my life has been such a glorious journey. There have been many many storms…its’ been a bumpy ride but it has ALWAYS ALWAYS been sweetened by God’s presence and now as I sense the season’s changing and breakthrough of the most delightful kind kicking in…I am in awe…prayers and promises are about to be fulfilled in a glorious way over my life…I know it I know it I know it. I’m not bragging. Honestly. I just know that my life is about to showcase the glory and majesty of God in the most extraordinary way. And all the valley lows..the waiting…the trusting…the yielding has all been worth it…because I have just spent the last fifteen years of my life having the privilege of falling in love with Jesus and its been the sweetest adventure and the greatest honour of my life and I’m so excited about doing it all over again and again and again and again for the rest of my days because He is simply B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L…

But then the craziest thing about falling in love with Jesus is that you also step into all these crazy fringe benefits (Matthew 6:33) that come with the territory of being in a love affair with the Beautiful One…you don’t deserve all these crazy scandalous blessings but they just keep on coming and you get to experience them because its your inheritance and it’s crazy and totally unmerited but it’s your portion because He is our portion…and so I just know that I’m about to step into my inheritance in the most mind-blowing way even though that’s not even what drives me but I know it’s coming and all I can say is HELLLOOOOO inheritance…I AM SO SO READY FOR YOU!!